Wednesday, May 06, 2009

No title. Just questions.

Am I too busy? Does my work define me? Will I ever run again? Should I be doing more? Could I be doing more? Should I take the summer off? Should I coach in the fall? Can my body handle a trip to El Salvador? Can I be biking yet? Is water aerobics keeping me fit? Have I lost weight? Have I gained weight? Am I good teacher? Am I too vulnerable with people? When does school end? Do I like teaching? How much longer will I teach? Is there more than this? Am I addicted to coffee? Is that a bad thing? Do I spend too much money on myself? Am I saving enough money? What am I saving my money for? Who is my best friend? Do I have to have a best friend? Am I neglectful? Do I procrastinate? Would people say I complain too much? Will I get married? When? To whom? Should I be looking? Am I doing the right things to get better? Will I be injured and in pain forever? How should I deal? Do I need to take more time for myself? Does my busyness keep me from spending time with God? Do I believe Psalm 139:14? Does chronic pain mean forever? Should I get a second opinion? Did I bring this on myself? Could I have prevented the pain? Does the pain help me understand Christ's sufferings? What am I doing to be like Christ? Do others see Him in me? Do I allow myself to see Him? Do I get enough sleep? How much is enough sleep? Do I spend too much time at school? Do I not spend enough time at school? Why haven't I figured it out yet? When will it get easier?

Will I finally be still?

Be still and know that I am God.

1 comment:

Ruth Ann said...

I love you SO much. Thanks for your honesty, and the reminder that the answer to all of those questions really is that simple.