So that I remember....advice to myself.

For a good belly laugh: watch Kristen Wiig on Late Night with Jimmy Fallon. Seriously one of the most hilarious episodes ever. The episode was aired on August 15th. For more belly laughs: watch The Colbert Report and The Daily Show with Jon Stewart. These guys make you laugh so so much. They make your summer breakfast and coffee time much more enjoyable. Darren Criss obsession must stop now. He is younger than you and has a girlfriend. You are no boyfriend stealer. Also he is famous....so your chances are.....none. Go to the gym more often. You feel so so so so much better afterwards. Elliplical, bike, walk, just get there. Do not eat such large quantities....or any quantities....of cookie dough. That habit needs to end now too. Kind of like the Darren Criss thing. Find a new treat. Like carrots. Talk on the phone more often and hang out with Liz. She is awesome and a super encouraging friend. Love her. Don't be so hard on yourself. You are doing just fine. Hang in there. Live the life you want to live and stop telling yourself you're not good enough. You have at least five strengths (says Strengths Finder 2.0) so use them! Slow down a little bit. Rushing life will not make it any more enjoyable. Live each moment for what it is. Organize and clean more often. You always feel better when you are done. Put on some music and get to it. Do what you can with what you have been given today. Quit comparing yourself with all the other cool people out there. You are here for this time. Live in it and enjoy this stage....this season....it won't last forever. This advice to yourself should suffice for now. Come back and re-read this every now and then. That's all.